Archive for June, 2009

On June 19, I was “let go.”
This time I didn’t sign a confidentiality waiver, so I can talk about it more.
On the outside, I’ve been pretty sunny, saying that I was unhappy anyway and that I didn’t like the company’s direction.
But parts of my are flailing. This is the second time, almost exactly a [...]


question:

17Jun09

when you’re being shot down, how do you tell yourself that you’re good at what you do. How do you keep your confidence up?


I’ve been thinking a lot lately about the type of person I want to be.
I went camping over Memorial Day weekend with some good friends and at some point, laying on the beach of a lake and laughing, I realized I envied my friends.
All of the people I was with shared one quality. They were [...]


random poetry

01Jun09

In close comfort
anxiety needs to be excised
Hold me closer
…closer
remind me what it is like to breathe again
breathe the scent of forgotten moments
breathe in the taste of lavender and lilacs
on a spring day
come here
and remember what it is to breathe.

A girl lay on the road
feeling the wet concrete
wet from tears
happiness or sadness, she didn’t know
The cat [...]